Author | Mae-Mae |
Date | 00/07/17/14:56 |
Hit Count | 175 |
Its already been a year. I've never thought I'd have to live without her. She's always been here for me.
Now I have to do without. It's been a long year.There has'nt been a day I do not think about her, or talk to someone about Peggy. When I'm around friends that just know about Peg, and we start talking about things that happened in the past, Peggy is always in my thoughts. She was such a big part of my life. We did alot together. I always want to tell stories about the events that had happened but cannot bring myself to talk to much without still getting upset. I feel its not fair to my friends to always see my sad. I once had a dream about Peggy. I've only told a few people. I was talking some friends and Karen and Peg's friend Debbie in a basement. It must have been a party becouse everyone was dressed up. It was winter because we were wearing coats. We were all laughing when down the stairs walked Peggy in her nice winter coat. I stopped talking and walked over to her gave her a big hug and wistpered over and over again, I miss you so much... She huged me back very tightly and said to me that she missed me too and that she loved me very much. We stopped hugging and she went to talk to her friends as if she was still alive. I will always chairish that dream. I'll never be able to tell her goodbye. Missing you and loving you Your loving sister |